Decisions

Yesterday I probably made one of the biggest decisions of my life. I'm not ready to tell yet, but it will be soon. Right now, I'm just in a state of confusion and doubt, but somehow, I don't fear the outcome - I know everything will be alright; things always are, for me. What I'm worried about is the process of getting there and the people I'll hurt in the process. Well, it won't do to think any further about this. Afterall, I've thought enough. I spent a few hours walking about aimlessly in Bugis yesterday, just thinking. But the decision's been made - it wasn't rash, I know I've thought things through. I just have to stop worrying. Picked up a few books at the National Library for leisure reading yesterday - to take my mind of things.

Last Chance Cafe | Message in a Bottle | Paradise It's a big place, the National Library. I could easily get lost in there for an entire day. Must go there again sometime soon. I actually intended to get "The Notebook" by Nicholas Sparks, but it wasn't there. I'm reading two books at the moment. The Fellowship of the Rings by JRR Tolkien, and Last Chance Cafe by Linda Lael Miller. Haha. I'm just too impatient that way. It's my first time reading the LOTR books, but I'm loving it. The neighbour kid is mutilating some of my favourite songs through her worse-than-mine karaoke singing. Ugh. This is my least favourite part of being at home - having to be tortured by her whiny singing. I admit I'm no songbird, but at least my singing is just plain horrible, not whiny. Haha.